room mates!

08 Feb 2009

i finally updated vivant.tumblr.com

but for you guys ill talk about my room mates:

There are three of us total, living in a two bed room apartment. In each room there are two beds. The apartment is full of cologne, magnum condoms, ed hardy shirts and dirty dishes. so obviously i live with a bunch of straight guys.

one guy is nice,bryan, but he wants everyone to think he is a ladys man and having sex all the time, even though he isnts really attractive.

my other room mate is german,alex, and is also nice atleast he seemed to be, i share a room with the german.

somone told the german that i was gay and he didnt believe them. so he was really drunk and asked me. I told him yes. He told me that if i try to fuck him up the ass, even if i only get one centimeter in...he is going to kill me.

two things, one the german is ugly as sin and second thats fucking rape.

i dont spend anytime with them and hang out with the girls that live in the apartment below me.

anyways bryan sister is coming to visit him and using the extra bed in his room. after she leaves alex is going to move into bryans room i guess. whateverr
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Dont call it just yet..

27 Jan 2009



sorry about all the whining. i just got my hair cut! so i'm lookin cute and feelin cute! Paris in one week! FUCK YEAHH!
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ALPHABEAT CRUSH.

23 Jan 2009

so no job, and no school is making me a little crazy. my sixteen year old girl ways are more amplified. my newest school girl crush in on the lead singer of Alphabeat (the boy, not the girl) They Are from denmark, which is more evidence that i'm going to be a ho in europe.

yum yum yum )
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biggest pet peeve!

22 Jan 2009

not responding to text messages!

if you don't want to hang out or are busy just fucking say so, i dont care!@#$!
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Young Girl Talking About Herself

21 Jan 2009



this song applies to 90% of livejournals, mine included.
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last nightz

18 Jan 2009

penny slots at suncoast by myself -> red room avec lindsay et al -> free zone -> matt is shamboozled

1 gin tonic -> 2 beers -> 2 gin tonics -> 1 beer-> 1 blueberry vodka + sprite -> 2 beers -> 1 shot of idontknowwhatthefuck -> 2 beers

i really shouldnt go get wasted at clubs by myelf. some weird creepo is going take me home and chop me up.

oh yeah and i think i need to stop getting drunk and giving advice. i had a dream that i got beat up because of it.

blogin from france.

17 Jan 2009

http://vivant.tumblr.com/


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i'm going use tumblr for most of my updates when in france. BOOKMARK IT! Anyone can comment, so keep checking in with me! :) I'll still use livejournal when I want to make a blog about how i just had my own personal eiffel tower and what not.
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And it Begins...

15 Jan 2009

I just got my first e-mail from a frenchman:

Êtes-vous arrivé à Paris encore ? Je vous attends pour m'envoyer. J'habite à Paris et vous trouve attirant. Vous n'avez pas dit d'où vous êtes. Je voudrais des photos de vous. Nu et droit. J'enverrai mes photos aussi. J'attendrai votre email. I wait for your response.

I cant translate it right because i think its sorta slangy but I think it says something liket this this:

have you arrived in paris already? I am waiting for you to send. I live in paris find you attractive. You did not say where you are. I want photos of you. Nude and Right. I will send my photos also. I am waiting for your e-mail.

anyways, im going out to the bar myself cause im a loserrrrr. ill probably get tanked and do something stupid. in the moring i'll just ignore it and everything will be okayyyyyyy.
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32 days.

02 Jan 2009

in like a month i am going to be living in paris.

seriously wtf!!
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Milk Movie

23 Dec 2008


i finally saw Milk over the weekend. I was waiting because at first it was only a Century (BOYCOTT!) Now its at two non-century theaters in town. I knew I would cry. I cried during The Life and Times of Harvey Milk, so I knew I would again. I went by myself because in general I dont like others to see me cry (only one person has) and also I didn't want to go with someone that be un-empathetic to why I was crying.

So much of the movie is parallel to today, even though it takes place 30 years ago. Prop 6 vs Prop 8. The boy who wants to commit suicide because of his parents trying to "fix" him. Religious Zealots on tv telling you that you are going to hell. the insults. The man who is killed while walking home with his boyfriend. The less than helpful cops and so much more.I know we have made great strides but in some ways not much has changed.

I guess thats the bulk of a lot of the reason why i cried and i cried hard. Normally I would feel like a loser for crying, alone in a movie theatre but I didnt care this time.

that being sad the movie was great, if Penn doesnt when an Oscar then they're homophobes.I want to see it again, I think with a friend this time haha.
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awkward party

21 Dec 2008

i went to a house party that died around 11:30pm last night. It ended up being just me, my ex bf, his bf, and two other people. awkward!

i grabbed the only girl and we bounced. we went to freezone. at the height of my drunk dancing lady gaga started playing. it was like a gift from god.

just dance.

14 Dec 2008

the last month and half ive been feeling a bit down. when i would go out, i was mainly in my own head and awkward. i felt out of place and in the way of everyone.

last night i just let everything go, got trashed and danced till 5 in the morning.
i think it was just what i needed to get my out that mind funk.

School Bitches

04 Dec 2008

so i was at the library last night finishing a paper. i over heard this girl complaining because she had to write a 5 page final paper for a class.

i should have just punched her right then and there. I was finishing writting a 25 page paper about fucking crocs, yes the shoes. (I didnt get to pick the topic) if i had a pair of crocs on me i would have beat her with them.
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Bros @ Beauty Bar

30 Nov 2008

SO last night really sucked. I had about 5 bros waiting outside of the Beauty Bar to beat me up.

They're we being really obnoxious and no one wanted them there anyways. My friends were in the photobooth and they kept jumping in the picture and booting dancing. I told them to wait and they told me "GET OUT OF OUR FACE BUTT PIRATE" and then they shoved me into the back wall. Lindsay got all up in there face and I dont know what happened. The bouncer said something to them and I thought they left. Like 10 min later one of them came up and said "WE'RE WAITING OUTSIDE FOR YOU SWEETHEART" Then Lindsay like attacked them, which i am glad haha. They Shoved Lindsay twice. The Bouncer came in and asked who was it and pretty much everyone in the crowd pointed to those dbags. They stood outside beauty bar looking at me and lindsay inside but they left! so I thought okay its over.

NO. I was outside and then they came back. They were standing like 10 feet away from me looking at me. I moved over from the Beauty Bar to the outside the Griffin and they followed me. THEN someone told the police. They questioned all the guys and then The police pulled me aside and asked me why I would start a fight when I know I cant defend myself? seriously wtf.

The police made them leave and I just went home.

they were all meat head dbags from the airforce base, like seriously youre not tuff for trying to be up an anorexic gay boy. ughhhh.

im just glad all my friends (especially lindsay) and the Beauty Bar stood up for me.
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band slut.

18 Nov 2008

twice now hooking up with boy in a band thats passing through town.

am i actually a 16 year old girl?
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mon appartement de Paris

10 Oct 2008



this is where i am going to be living! C'est bon, non? I can't wait to go to france! I wish I was a better writer so I could actually describe how happy I am about leaving for Paris but i cant haha.
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Study Abroad Roomates

07 Aug 2008

so for my study abroad program i have to fill out a questionnaire to help match me with a roommate.


8. Do you consume alcohol? Yes____ No____

If yes, how many times per week? 1 2 3 4+


I think 4+ is an understatement lol
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thank god its not a hemroid

06 Aug 2008



i drove behind this truck for about ten min untill i realized it said HEMI-ROID instead of hemroid.
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last night.

05 Aug 2008

so last night i saw too many tits i didnt want to see. I was at piranha but I left to go get a beer from the 7eleven. So me and gino are sitting on the corner drinking tall boys when a smelly homeless guy comes up and starts drinking with us. Across the street is a tranny hooker. he calls her over and starts groping her. she pulls out her crazy tranny tits. it was gross. the homeless guy leaves because he is going to go fuck that fag.

then back in piranha on the patio. this girl was shit faced. her gay friend lifts up her shirt and pulls out her tits. then her turns her arround and unhooks her bra. So her starts like freak dancing her with her tits just hanging out. then he unbuttoned her pants and showed everyone her ass. Ofcourse all the gays were like "oooh girl those are some nice tits" "look at that ass i wish i had one like that girl" I just left. I found the whole thing degrading for the girl. Just because your gay doesnt mean you can do that shit to girls.

the tranny tits were funny, the other one not so much.
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crotch advertising.

03 Aug 2008



i dunno i just wanted to post this picture. i was drunk at brass. what do you think of my shirt color? i dyed it myself, i mixed pink and purple together. its an american apparel white tonal stripe shirt that everyone has. if you look at the pic you can tell its a little uneven but its really hard to dye things and get an even coloring. in the dark no one can tell. i also dyed some really old gap jeans black, they turned out a nice greyish black rather than ultrablack 80's jeans. ok thats it crotches and gayness.

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